Dear reader(s),
I don’t pretend to know why you’re reading my blog. The
polite thing of me to do next is to say thank you. However, this letter isn’t
to be polite.
{What do you need? Why are you constantly reading my shit
without following? Are you sad? Does my being sad somehow make you happy? Do
you find comfort in my writing, my stories?
I’m tailoring this next sections to those who give a shit}
Dear Ronin-s,
You’re no longer lost. I see you. I know you come back for a
multitude of reasons. I understand you more than you do, at times. My advice;
die.
To swim out of this you’ll need some tools. You’ll need to
understand separation from oneself, you’ll need a mantra, focusing the repetitious
meaning. Tell yourself, “I must face my daemons” Face them! Face those fucking
pieces of shits that hold you back from life already living. Don’t let them
take hold of you. You’ll pass people and you can feel your mood alter according
to how you think they’re feeling. Remove the waste, sort through the hardships
at the moment and see if you can’t see/identify the actual “wrong” doing.
Localize that “wrong” and grab that son-of-a-bitch by the collar and stare into
its eyes until IT sees your soul. Stare at that fucking daemon and defeat it.
Overcome it, win that battle of recognition and do the most basic thing you can…
let it see you see it. Just like your alter, let them know you know. They don’t
like it as much as you, but maybe more. They want you to fail, they want you to
be scared, but what are you actually afraid of? I bet it’s not them, it’s what
they make you think is associated with them; friends, family, morality,
justice, punishment. Remove the waste, look through the curve! See your
destination, and if you must disguise yourself with clothing, make-up, cologne,
or a persona, do it. Just know you’re only holding yourself back by not being “true”.
Open yourself up, one person at a time and tell that person to fuck themselves.
Soon, you’ll be walking amongst the sheep no longer afraid of biting them.
-Ronin.
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