Sex with a Borderline

I understand this to be a hush-hush topic for many. Ya. Well, let me tell you what, this isn’t our grandparents style of fucking. I hate normal sex. I grew up wondering what was wrong with me. All the girls and boys who’ve held my cock in their mouths have said similar statements. You take so long to cum, you don’t snuggle, you’re an animal in bed. I flip the switch and focus on the task at hand; making the other person feel immersed in intense pleasure and pain. I thoroughly enjoy pleasing others, albeit with whips, chains, spitting, slapping, anything they like. I’ve peed in people’s mouths, and other places, all because my trauma began when I was little. I always had people around me that used me for sex, exploring and the human body, and I was a release for those who could take advantage. Many times have I been asked why I’m so distant, why I can’t love or be loved. The answer is simple, I can and do! I just know how it’s going to end; very badly.

To be continued...